Sorry yg teramat kepade member2 skalian x kire di mane jua anda berade.. yg kat msia tuh soo sorry kalau x sempat nk jumpe / nk bagitau dh balik korea balik.. dan juge rakan2 di korea.. aku x larat nk kuar bilik weii.. aku masiih hidup!! huhuhu~ tunggu aku baik demam dulu.. melarat plak demam ni.. woaa.. i miss my mom already~~ !_! i miss abah.. i miss all my sisters n bro.. back there in msia.. i realised soo many things.. yang aku terlepas pandang slame ni.. yang aku buat x tau slame ni.. buat new rules dlm hidup.. delete rules yg sedia ade dlm kamus hidup.. wuahhh 2 bulan yang sangat mengajar erti jadi seorang manusia yang perlu tabah dlm menjalani kehidupan seharian… (ape merepek sebab demam la ni merepek je… huhuhuhu) x sabar nk start kelas.. but before that.. kena la sihat dulu.. kalau cik basirah demam.. bak kate maknye.. die akan jadi extra mengade + menggedik.. hoho~ cepat2 la sembuh ni.. autumn dh nk dekat.. kalo sakit time autumn + winter lagi la susah… huhu i suppose to be happy and cant wait to start amy new semester.. but sumthing?? / sumone?? made me feel so sad to leave malaysia yesterday .. -_-  plus dengan demam/batuk/selesema.. shit! cepatlah baik!!! (ok dont ask me to take the medicine coz i wont! :P) 

I feel great when sumone taking care of me(beside my mom n my dad n of course adik-beradik serta bf adik-beradik!).. but my past really taught me sumthing meh.. and im scared if i will break my heart again.. Yes people can easily like me but i can easily dislike people.. yeah saye tau saye seorang yang jerk.. to be honest.. i wish i could love and like all of u but God only gave me just 1 heart.. i can’t do anything bout that.. and for sure saye tahu perasaan dikecewakan =( but im just an ordinary gurl.. sorry again (kepade sesiape yang berkenaan!!) if people say i picked the wrong man.. i wont regret at all.. coz i will keep living like others.. so.. just pray for our happiness.. ^^