humm.. arghh smlm xde mood nk tulis ape2.. mr X a.k.a my own personal computer meragam plakkkssss~ warghhh.. aku x kisah pun duit hilang ke.. hp rosak ke.. exam teruk ke.. tp ade kes2 di mane kesabaran x dpt ditahan2… iaitu bile Mr X ni rosak dan bile internet xde… memang keciwaa giler2… humm.. this is my world… what to do meh~~ ^^ .. im not a geek but im a wise-internet-user and can’t live without it.. tp kat msia lain cite la..hadoi.. humm sumthing’s wrong even dh reformat smlm.. letih reformat sampai tido2… arghhh~~ Ya Tuhanku~~ tolonglah hamba Mu ini~~ humm.. pastu kelas arini pun mcm hape je.. arghh seb baik bace… kalau x bace report smlm tu mmg kantoi la copy n paste sajeer… hummm tp leceh.. bile pas balik msia ni.. tergagap2 lak nk jwb.. ke sebab x biase ngan lecturer tu… arghh tap tap hada(gelisah?) betul~ i can do it~ yes.. i’ve through 3 semester dgn jayenye and im really hope i can this time.. tp biasela.. hummm arghh i need more strength.. gile buat dlm bi pastu soh jwb dlm b.korea.. aa tergagap2 la.. i know what is EMBEDDED SYSTEM!! bkan x tau mehh~~ seb baik lect ni lepak lg… humm smlm ok la. sebab dh 3 hakki(semester) ngan yun sok min tuh.. ni yg lect baru2 ni.. hampeh la.. ok ok.. relax.. relax basirah.. humm.. tp sebab kesusahan hati akibat kemerajukan Mr X saye juge menjadi penyebab utame saye menjadi tidak bersemangat 2-3 hari.. huhuhuhu lalink lalink~.. baik la cepat.. bleh kite same2 gembire main2 lagi dgn xde susah hati.. lalalaa~ <–care pujuk Mr X.. (first time tau die alami masalah yg kronik ni.. sebelum ni die sihat je..) arghhh wat report!!! malas nk kena marah2 lg….~~

humm hari ni x wat ape2 pun.. just melepak dan bergulek2.. tp pagi2 dh bgn.. lipat kain + mandi + masak bubur (for breakfast + lunch skali coz i was too lazy to cook) + kemas brg2 yg bwk balik dr msia + sapu sampah skit + menggedik dan mengade serta melayan kegedikan dan ke”ngader”an .. hehe..then bkak web gosip2 artis hollywood (ishh sache xde kalau x bleh gosip2 dgn die ni..!! ) hoho.. miss u la kawan~ cepatla brambus dr kedah tu… humm..

Called Dida last nite and everyone is doing fine.. thank God for that.. wuahhh miss them.. yela.. even ade kat msia pun bkan slalu jumpe nowadays… lagi 2 org tu bz je.. after Dida went to Sg Petani kadang2 je dpt jumpe.. and Yoyol is too busy with her work kat Damansara.. kadang2 je balik.. tu pun kejap.. only Angah, Atan, n Adik.. but Angah pun balik weekend je.. so can u feel why sumone’s like me yg suke dimanje dan dikasihi really need kasih sayang dr extra people??~~~?? lalala~ hoho.. name je anak first but kegedikan + ngade is over than Adik or Abang (Abang lagilah x mengade langsung..!).. hahaha~ enuff.. writing bout them suddenly make me feel sad..

hummm..smlm mase luahan perasaan with Syaz i realized sumthin.. dat.. i have a weird mind.. i dont like to aim high (im well-planned-person ok!) but i dont like to aim high if im NOT really sure the result/situation.. like after ive done with my exams.. i will let go everything and closed all the books and get ready for another step in my life.. and i wont look back to see what have i done.. No.. im certainly not that kind of person.. because im a-very-confident-with-her/his-decision-type-of-person..so i just pray and hoping it wont be very bad at all~ ^^ ni sebabnye.. saye adelah seorang yg SENSITIF and cannot accept any bad result or the truth.. by doing like these.. i wont hurt so badly.. kalau ade org yg mcm ni u should try it.. lalalaa~ mcm bile amik xm.. i wont aim for how many A’s i will get but i will aim I WONT GET ANY C’s! so.. even u get B’s.. u still happy.. and even u get A’s.. u will feel the world are yours!! ^^

So~ mereka yang sehati dan sejiwa like me~~ Dont aim high but confident with your decision and just think nice nice one.(mengelak anda dr tekanan perasaan..! ) ~ ^^ hehe~

ouh.. ok ni bab perempuan pule.. humm usrah bulan2 lepas.. got doa..

“Ya Allah..Ya Rahman.. Ya Rahim..aku masih buta dengan cinta insani…aku juga tidak pasti adakah lelaki yang hadir ini adalah “dirinya” yang bakal bergelar suamiku? ..andainya lelaki ini bukan “dirinya”..kau hilangkanlah dia dr pandanganku..kerana aku hanya ingin serahkan hatiku padaMu dan pada dia yang bakal bergelar suamiku..”

 i read this doa everyday and i can see the result.. so kwn2 lain juge bagus kot! haha lalalaa~ dunno lah.. the best thing.. just believe in urself mase bace doa.. and hope for good thing come for u..

p/s: so to my former x boyfriends.. we are not meant to be together.. im sorry..and i believe it…u were born for sumone else.. =) and of course.. saye sayang anda semua no matter what! (eceh cam la ramai!~ ) haha.. jadi.. jika anda break/clash.. jgn ler susah hati.. coz each of us will have our own destiny k? (i accept it day by day tau~!!) lalala~yeah being hurt is sucks..! ok dats for today dearie blog..

haha.. lalalala~~ smlm lepas usrah oh ye tajuk nye Nabi dan Mukjizat.. hummm quite interesting la sebab dh lame x kumpul2.. tp sebab rumah min dh muat 20++ org jadi pasang ekon dan aku pule la x best sebab sejuk je batuk aku pun menyerang.. huhuhu terpakse angkat kaki awal2..hummm.. syaz tido + gulek2 same mlm td.. well.. luv our gulek2 time.. lame dh x gulek2 dan sesi luahan perasaan.. syaz was mine until td.. hoho.. die baru balik.. pkul 11 kitorang dh bgn2 gelak2 borak2 lagi.. pastu breakfast+lunch(package) mkn roti canai and masak kari kentang ..(bosan plak mkn roti canai(segera)  ngan susu/gule..) humm pastu sambil layan movie Jessica Alba , Honey.. layan je.. dh bosan2 x buat ape2.. humm pastu..gulek lagi dan lagi.. then kitorang tgk Happy Day (tv show korea) hahaha.. lawak sampai gelak x ingt dunie.. lame dh x gelak bersame2..wuahh beshhnyeee~~ hummm seriously i was covered from last nite’s not-feeling-good punye perasaan.. heyy ya heyy~.. happy everyday.. no more sadness.. benci lah dat feeling.. that was really not me…! pastu pas magrib (solat ye) kami menuju ke shiktang sebab saje dh lame x mkn kimchi.. rindu pule rasenye… syaz mkn chije rappuki(chees ramyeon with hot sauce) n i ate chamchi jjigae(tuna jjigae) humm.. pastu beli ubat batuk kat yakguk(farmasi).. beli 2 botol.. x sedap dohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! pahit semacam.. arghhhh menyesal minum!!!!!!!!!~~~ ingt mlm ni nk buat report.. arghh embedded system… lalalalaa~ holiday mood is still in the air.. lalala~

“berat mate memandang.. berat lagi bahu memikul” yess~~ i like these kinds of err ayat bm yg best.. sangat menusuk jiwa lah.. (even aku x tere la bm ni sangat) tp x sampai la tahap amani yg sangat poyo itu.. kami di korea still ckp bm tau but.. “susah susah dahulu senang senang kemudian”.. itu yg sedang aku usahakan utk diri sendiri.. bile “cubit paha kanan, paha kiri ni pun terase jua”… tapi nk wat camne… “ade rotan ade duri”… haha wuah wuah.. im soooOOoooo MALAY!!! hummm interesting jugak.. bleh pasni menguji minda masing2 .. smerrr tulis peribahase je.. lalalalaa~~ ngantuk pas mkn ubat batuk plak~~ ZZzzzZZzzzZ

“Everyday i pray for everyone’s happiness even i need it more than other people..”

yeah~~ i have my own word dat i use when im chatting or ’sms’ing people or fwens.and i like to blend my words…such as…

gulek2=guling+golek

ngadik=ngade+gedik

well… i should reveal these words and ask for royalty from Dewan Bahasa Dan Pustaka.. hoho.. materialistik~ humm.. kaye what?? humm… sejak ade 2 blog.. im gona use it wisely.. kadang2 blogspot.. and kadang2 when im feel free to use wordpress.. i will write here… hoho.. mengade ah~ har har what to do.. aku memang gedik + mengade.. cume dlm satu satu situasi aku x bleh nk mengade dan gedik la.. (mesti ade org pelik bile plak si basirah ni mengade + gedik2) heyy~(yeah one of my fav words also) tgk tempat la kan?? hohoho.. kelas arini (rajin!) pegi.. dan seperti biase..(x biase.. sebab nizam last sem x gi kelas first week) dtg ketuk pintu rumah n kitorang pegi berdua-duaan(cewahhh!) haha humm.. cikgu tu ape tah name.. masuk2 je terus aja.. tp.. bagus la care die aja.. network programming.. do the programming using linux (of course without no graphic kan?) yeah sumone should happy bout this.. bcoz he terre la sangat kan? humm.. lect tu x aja td.. die buat permulaan detik2 kehidupan seorang software engineer.. dan mcm mane care seorang software engineer akan menjadi seorang engineer yang bagus.. hummm why laa they never thought these before.. nizam n i think they should told us bout these things earlier.. sebab nye.. mase sem 1.. belajar 1 dan 1 tanpe ade sebarang connection.. like.. C language only c.. then belajar data and communication.. then belajar Visual Basic… and how in the world we should connect all the subjects together? sebab dorang x kasi tau.. bile dh sem 4.. laaaa baru la tau..

ASP is HTML + VB

JSP is HTML + Java

PHP is HTML + C

Flash is GUI(Graphic Interface) + Java

hummm then belajar Jaryo Gujo(x tau la bm/bi die ape) , ape kaitan Algorythm dalam menyelesaikan sesuatu problem..hummm complicated.. but interesting.. like i told before.. software engineering is more like how to solve a problem.. and to solve a problem.. we should make a problem first.. and after that we list the solutions to solve that problem.. but.. we must choose the best way to solve the problem.. then.. we must make sure the solution dat we choose also can be use in similar problem.. wuahhh complicated kan??? bile dh sem 4 baru tau mcm mane kesinambungan dan ke’connection’nan (here i go making my own word) semua yang dh belajar dlm sem lepas.. buat mase ni.. i still can go on.. (bcoz i lurve it~!).. humm ape2 pun.. lect ni td banyak bitau pasal ape tugas2 dan yg perlu tahu oleh seseorang software engineer.. to make a computer.. we need an electronic engineer but to complete a computer we need a software engineer.. but.. we learn how to make a computer.. they dont learn how to complete a computer.. hummm.. (senang cite smer ade peranan masing2 la kan?) contoh lain.. dlm bidang graphic.. we need a software engineer and we need a graphic designer utk buat satu game… dlm database, we need a software engineer in bussines model.. like mereka cipta 1 organisasi melalui web solution dan boleh diterima pakai dlm company tersebut (this is i like the most! getting data, table ‘em, and list it so we can search in 1 sec!) then.. hard ware plak (selalu xde tp sejak kebelakangan ni.. almost software engineer learn the hardware to improve the application of the cpu that we called embeded.. and last(ade lagi tp x tau laa bla bla lect aja sampai sini) network.. which everyone knows.. how network is very important to this world…and today’s subject is about NETWORK!! humm.. wuahh sangat lame x belajar dlm bahase korea.. hoho.. x sangke masih boleh faham dgn sangat clear…  lalalalaa~~ oh by the way.. to MR COUGH!! go away lah.. i have to attend classes starting next week.. and i hope i will get better this weekend.. lalalaa~~ weekend is here~~ weekend is here~~ my first weekend(no second actually..!) lalala~~ eh sukatila nk ckp first~~ ^^