humm hari ni x wat ape2 pun.. just melepak dan bergulek2.. tp pagi2 dh bgn.. lipat kain + mandi + masak bubur (for breakfast + lunch skali coz i was too lazy to cook) + kemas brg2 yg bwk balik dr msia + sapu sampah skit + menggedik dan mengade serta melayan kegedikan dan ke”ngader”an .. hehe..then bkak web gosip2 artis hollywood (ishh sache xde kalau x bleh gosip2 dgn die ni..!! ) hoho.. miss u la kawan~ cepatla brambus dr kedah tu… humm..

Called Dida last nite and everyone is doing fine.. thank God for that.. wuahhh miss them.. yela.. even ade kat msia pun bkan slalu jumpe nowadays… lagi 2 org tu bz je.. after Dida went to Sg Petani kadang2 je dpt jumpe.. and Yoyol is too busy with her work kat Damansara.. kadang2 je balik.. tu pun kejap.. only Angah, Atan, n Adik.. but Angah pun balik weekend je.. so can u feel why sumone’s like me yg suke dimanje dan dikasihi really need kasih sayang dr extra people??~~~?? lalala~ hoho.. name je anak first but kegedikan + ngade is over than Adik or Abang (Abang lagilah x mengade langsung..!).. hahaha~ enuff.. writing bout them suddenly make me feel sad..

hummm..smlm mase luahan perasaan with Syaz i realized sumthin.. dat.. i have a weird mind.. i dont like to aim high (im well-planned-person ok!) but i dont like to aim high if im NOT really sure the result/situation.. like after ive done with my exams.. i will let go everything and closed all the books and get ready for another step in my life.. and i wont look back to see what have i done.. No.. im certainly not that kind of person.. because im a-very-confident-with-her/his-decision-type-of-person..so i just pray and hoping it wont be very bad at all~ ^^ ni sebabnye.. saye adelah seorang yg SENSITIF and cannot accept any bad result or the truth.. by doing like these.. i wont hurt so badly.. kalau ade org yg mcm ni u should try it.. lalalaa~ mcm bile amik xm.. i wont aim for how many A’s i will get but i will aim I WONT GET ANY C’s! so.. even u get B’s.. u still happy.. and even u get A’s.. u will feel the world are yours!! ^^

So~ mereka yang sehati dan sejiwa like me~~ Dont aim high but confident with your decision and just think nice nice one.(mengelak anda dr tekanan perasaan..! ) ~ ^^ hehe~

ouh.. ok ni bab perempuan pule.. humm usrah bulan2 lepas.. got doa..

“Ya Allah..Ya Rahman.. Ya Rahim..aku masih buta dengan cinta insani…aku juga tidak pasti adakah lelaki yang hadir ini adalah “dirinya” yang bakal bergelar suamiku? ..andainya lelaki ini bukan “dirinya”..kau hilangkanlah dia dr pandanganku..kerana aku hanya ingin serahkan hatiku padaMu dan pada dia yang bakal bergelar suamiku..”

 i read this doa everyday and i can see the result.. so kwn2 lain juge bagus kot! haha lalalaa~ dunno lah.. the best thing.. just believe in urself mase bace doa.. and hope for good thing come for u..

p/s: so to my former x boyfriends.. we are not meant to be together.. im sorry..and i believe it…u were born for sumone else.. =) and of course.. saye sayang anda semua no matter what! (eceh cam la ramai!~ ) haha.. jadi.. jika anda break/clash.. jgn ler susah hati.. coz each of us will have our own destiny k? (i accept it day by day tau~!!) lalala~yeah being hurt is sucks..! ok dats for today dearie blog..